Bleeding heart

I only need one,
One little cut,
Maybe even two.
One single tear drops down,
burning on my chest,
One single bullet.
Because of you.
My heart is bleeding,
A shot of pain,
Straight to my mind,
I fall to my knees,
I need to stay strong
Can't fall back
Won't let the cuts,
To set me free,
I can't help myself,
Lord, I need forgiveness,
For I have sinned,
He made them come back,
Once again,
I made drawings
which can't be rescind.

How can I feel,
like a survivor,
But still feel so small,
How can I call
myself a survivor
If I'm craving to fall..

Just something I did quickly out of my mind, Let me know what you think, And tips about improving it is always welcome!