Hanging on till death

When will she see your smiling face
she felt alone in this cold dark place
It is difficult not being with you
it just makes her dark and blue

She can see the red pain in your eye
She sometimes wonders when she will die
the self hatred she holds within
Is nothing compared to a tragic sin

For there is burning anger in her heart
like a picture drawn on to the art
She sees these people fat like her
She don\\\'t want to be fat no more

Why can\\\'t the world understand
For there is too much in demand
you wonder why you see them hide
for the sorrow is too deep inside

You can not tell who is hurting
you can not tell who is suffering
For they are both trying to smile
Hiding there real pain for a while

Until they break down and begin to fight
then one day no one will see them in sight
The one will say i had no idea she was hurting
till they find one hanging blood dripping

seeing her sad face hanging on the ceiling
people not believing on what they are seeing
Loving friends and family crying in salty tears
not knowing what to think or even hide there fears