The Game

I go to work with a smile on my face,
And I come home just the same,
But when I close my bedroom door,
I can't keep playing the game,

I can't pretend I'm happy,
When it's like I'm dead inside,
I can't lie anymore,
This pain I can not hide,

I let it all come out of me,
I cry a million tears,
And when I think of the next day,
It brings me so much fear,

I don't know what's happened,
The days bring me so much hate,
I don't know why it's like this,
Why pain seems to be my fate,

I used to be so happy,
This smile it used to be true,
Back when I was little,
Back when I had you,

But you had to leave me,
God made it so,
And I hate him for taking you,
I hate him for making you go,

They say that we should love him,
Praise him for he's great,
But why should I love him,
When he's caused me hate,

Hate for you not being here,
For leaving me behind,
I wish when he took you,
He also took me by the hand,

Not stay on earth,
Where the pain gets worse,
Living life without you,
It's like living with a curse,

But what can I do,
I'll just keep playing the game,
I'll go to work with a smile on my face,
And I'll come home just the same.