A sweet girl I passed

I never thought of this before,
always feeling so bad for myself,
thinking I have nothing left to do,
and leaving her without a clue.

I'm not sure why I feel this way,
but when I'm with her,
I just fee like I'm none,
I feel like my life is a bur.

How can I say this,
without being so mean,
should I give her one last kiss,
or just forget about her.

I guess I deserve this,
for being such a ass,
loving someone else for no reason,
but I couldn't let her pass.

she makes me feel so alive inside,
as I watched her pass me by,
I'm so stupid for doing this,
it's just because I'm a dumb guy.

In a way I really feel bad,
but then again I really don't,
I know my girl will be mad,
I can't help how the other girl makes me feel.

Just the way she looks at me,
makes me want to melt in her arms,
I wish it was just her and I to be,
but theres my girl standing in the way.

If only life could be easy,
then I could make a decision,
if that were the case,
I wouldn't be in such confusion.