Nothing is real,
It's all a dream.
You hear my words as they tumble out,
But I know what I mean.
I thought I had you,
But nothing is real.
I'm frozen inside,
I no longer can feel.
My heart is supposed to tell me
Just what to do.
but does anything mean anything,
When nothing is true?
I must be heartless,
unbreakable, too.
I must be stronger,
stronger than you.
Smile, smile,
I tell myself.
You're too far gone,
No one can help.
The days are gone,
When I woke up to hope.
Now I only feel pain,
I no longer can cope.
No one to help,
no one to even see,
The scared little girl,
Inside of me.
It doesn't matter,
Nothing is real.
A stealing beauty,
But i know not how to steal.
You didn't want me,
I could turn you to stone,
I'm just a heartless b i t c h,
I'm far too cold.
Nothing is real,
I'm feeling disenchanted,
The love you gave me,
I took for granted.
But now it's gone,
I don't care.
ANd I'm longing to accept
your thought impossible dare.
I'm out of control.
I'm dying now, aren't I?
Soon I might be able,
To spread my broken wings and fly.
But mostly I think,
I just want to die.
ANd it's too bad I can't,
Cuz I want to cry.
When I'm alone,
Dry tears fall from my eyes,
It's no longer your laws
to which i abide.
So goodbye I say,
Once and for all.
You thought I was strong,
Now watch as I fall.
