A Break Up (Maybe)

I drove around last night to try and clear my head, I can't believe the lies and everything you said

I started just to cry my tears fell down like rain
Why is it so hard for me to take away this pain?

I can't believe I'm here hurting while your out having a ball
You knew what you did hurt me,
you knew you made me fall

I'm tired on waiting and wondering what to do
All these years Ive known just to be with you

Now I look at the kids I see the pain in their eyes,
but they are so much stronger they cover up their cries

It's sad how you can just throw us all away
we should have meant more to you than your partying ways

I can't believe your friends and drinking came first in your life
I should have believed what everyone said was right

They told me you were no good for me and that you'll never change,
But the thought of being without you at the time seemed so strange

I had you in my heart and loved you with everything I had,
regardless of my torture regardless if I was sad

But now I pray that you will realize the best thing that you lost,
by then it will be to late, cause love has no cost

You can't take what you had and tear it up into shreds,
and expect to come back and sleep in your old bed

Maybe by then you'll hurt as much as I do right now
Maybe than you realize how much sadnes I have felt

Or maybe you'll get tired of living that type of life,
and miss me and the kids and come and make things right

Just maybe you'll know you need me when things get rough and you don't know what to do
by then you'll realize how much I was always there for you

All I could say is maybe I don't know what the future has in store,
but maybe some day you'll wish you never walked out my door