Just another bulimic

...its been a really long time since Ive posted, enjoy.

I slam the door behind me
Sink down to my knees
Clench the toilet in my hand
The pain beings to cease

The anger that I feel
Slowly melts away
Seeping down into the bowl
There is no other way

It became so easy
After just a month or two
Seeing no other way out
It was just something I had to do

Purging became a friend
One that I had confided in
I didnt know that it was harmful
That a vicious cycle would begin

Eating was step one
Then purging was step two
Crying was the last thing
It became harder to get through

Starting as a friend
Then becoming the enemy
It was harder everyday
It didnt set me free

Sometimes its just one
But its been 16 times a day
I wonder if this obsession
Will ever go away

My clothes growing bigger
The comments flowing in
About how good I look today
The cycle starts again