What I Don't Know

What I Don't Know

To know what you don't know is worse than to leave,
To see and to want but not be able to seek,
To keep a pace, steady and slow,
But unable to reach the mountain's peak,

Down, again and again, the same path i know well,
I've been down it before, and again i will go,
Everything's monotinously the same,
It's dead again, now we'll go home,

It's scary to live outside what we know,
I'll just remain in my comfort zone,
There's no room for you, or anyone,
There's not room even for me alone,

I'm stuck I can't live on my own,
But I won't let anyone in my home,
What will it take for me to let go,
Of my small world and what I know,

It's not hard for me to see,
The problem here is more than me,
But I'm scared to get out and face the unknown,
I'm too scared to love, I'm too scared to leave,

Oh My Oh My! The monotiny,
It's what I know, it's what I see,
It taunts and haunts and sometimes flaunts,
Turn my head, pretend not to see.