Truth in those lustful 3 words

OhMyGod I love him so much
I'd die just to feel the warmth of his touch
I love him more then he could ever know
But this time of waiting is passing by slow
Confusion has embraced my tortured mind
Broken hearts are all I come to find
My need for him is killing me inside
The pain is so immense, theres a chance I might die
Theres nowhere to hide
This waiting is perpetual
It's never going to end
My heart is so shattered, it's impossible to mend
Is there a meaning in those lustful 3 words?
They spill from his mouth but no meaning is heard.
It's repeated over and over again
Sometimes I think it's all pretend
Or so I wish it was
Because my emotions are no longer relentless
I just cant take it anymore
I stumble over and hit the floor
This is what I have become
My brain goes numb and my heart starts to decay
So next time mean it when you decide to say "I Love You"...