This Seriously Kills Me

Why do I bare it all?
When it makes me inside just fall?
All you have to do is wait until I'm away.
But what's the point to obey?

It breaks me down every second,
Just to see you fake it.
What does she have that I don't?
Because of course I won't.

Call me fat,
Call me a bi*ch,
Hey even say **** off again and again,
Becuase I will always love you,
But seriously, all it does is kill me!