5 years of nothing.

Today we said goodbye,
Goodbye to 5 years of friendship
Goodbye to 5 years of "I love you"' and "I miss you", Goodbye to everything,Who am I to turn to now when I have exciting news? Who am I to turn to now when I have a problem? Sure, you lived in the Netherlands, and I live in Texas, but it don't matter, you were my best friend, one who cared, your the only one who knew about my family, And now your marrying a girl 5 years older then you, and it seems really weird, you broke all your promises to me, just for her, You never cared did you?
So I guess, like you said. This is "Goodbye" Goodbye to the 5yrs I knew you, goodbye to everything, Because of you, I am no longer what I use to be, Because of you I am not happy. So, Goodbye Maikel. I hope you live a good life.

This is to my friend, Or should I say my ex friend, He logged on msn the other day and told me he was getting married, I asked if he had said anything about me and he said "No why should i?" Like I meant nothing to him, Yet before then he always said "Ik hou van jou" which means I love you in dutch, I'm still hurt by it, I told him he missed my 15th bday and all he had to say was "sorry was busy" It hurts when I really liked him and he didn't even care. all the girl he is marrying wants him for is a live in babysitter for her 2 kids. It don't make sense, comment if you want, I don't care anymore