Like you did yesterday

You were the one person that i could always turn to
the one who understood all my troubles
and you helped me through the hardest things
I've ever dealt with in my life
and i thought that when you needed me
you would come to me...
but you didn't
and yesterday you scared me and my brother so much
you need help
but your to scared to take the first step

no one who is completely sane would
try and throw themselves out of a moving car
in front of the two people that love her most in the world.
i saw my brothers heart break in that second
when you took off your seatbelt and opened the door
on the highway.
we grabbed you by the shoulders and stopped you

but you still broke my brothers heart in two.
i know how much he loves you
but he is as unsure as you are
of what to do
please angel
don't be so selfish as to throw your life away
you will break his heart
and mine too

your the girl who saved my brother from drugs
his little sister from suicide so many times
and we both love you so much
please stop scaring us
like you did yesterday...

i love you Amanda