Christmas without you

I cant believe I have found you
Ive searched for years and years
To finally find my one true love
Though my eyes still fill with tears.

Tears that I can not hold you
And Kiss your lips and say
Merry Christmas to you my darling
I wish you were here today.

You see I can not tell you,
As I fear you don't feel the same.
So alone in my heart this Christmas
In my mind I play a game.

Of you and me together
Waking on Christmas morn
Your body and mine entwined
Of a new love just born.

I would hand you your present,
A gold heart in a box thats blue
The heart is mine for you to own
To show you my love is true.

Please make my dreams be real
And this Christmas be with me
Spend a lifetime never to part
You and I were meant to be.