Love's Death

Good bye my love
Farewell
Auf wiedersehen
I pray that we
May never meet again
I loved you so much
My heart is ripped out of my chest
Yet no blood covers my breast
To see you again
Will be sweet agony
To know I cannot touch
But only look and see
Am I torturing myself
To keep in touch with you?
I can't break the link
I could never say no
Not to you, never.
I said no once
And regretted it forever
I hope you never read this
I hope you never see
The hurt that loving you
Has done to me.
But it's not your fault
It's mine I know
For getting in too deep
For letting go
But should I have held on
Stayed cold and distant?
No
I tried and failed
I was weighed in the balance
And found wanting
My love was desperate
Yearning
Longing
For you
My love
Of yesteryear
Or yesterday
My love is dead
I murdered it
Put my hands around
It's neck and slowly
Squeezed
Tighter
Tighter
Now I have killed it
It lies there on the floor
It is dead
So am I,
I think
But do I
I think therefore I am
But do I think?
Am I?
To think of you
Is too painful
It reminds me of my love
My murdered love.

30/09/06