Demons

Thoughts, emotions and feelings.
Always coming and going right?.
But then theres the deep seeded ones.
Always there, no escaping.
A part of me.
They hurt, they scare me.
Eating away at my sanity.
Descending upon me, suffocating, oppressing.
i fall into the hellish pit.
Confronted by temptation.
I no longer have the will to resist.
Alcohol, drugs, anything to alter my state of mind.
In a desperate attempt to banish these demons within.
A vain attempt to no avail.
Like petrol to a bonfire they explode.
Escalating. self-destructive. I'm dehumanised.
Ive committed internal suicide.
Abandoned, trapped in my darkest nightmare.
No one can hear these silent cries for help.
Please. Anyone. Save me.
Only an angel can save me now.
Stranded. Alone. Afraid.
Too damaged. its too late.
Like pills to mouth go knife to wrist.