It's Just a Thought

I'm sorry, I have to apologize once more,
Because I'm not in love,
It's not like your heat is even breaking,
But it's just a thought.

My life is for Rent,
And I don't love to buy,
Then I deserve nothing more then what I get,
Because it's just a thought.

There is nothing left here for me,
Nothing here left to stop me,
nothing I have is truly mine,
But it's only a thought.

I'm afraid to fail,
So I don't bother to cry,
Then this is what I deserve,
It's all just a thought.

I'm Sorry that I'm not enough,
To make you happy,
Sorry that I failed you,
This is why you deserve better.

I can't help myself,
But What is done is done,
and I made such a sin,
But this is what I deserve.

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Thanks Shattered Heart♥ for the spelling error :)