Crooked road to heaven

Walking down the crooked road
that seems to hold my fate
time is ticking slowly, I'm afraid
it is too late

my steps are getting heavy
my vision getting blurred
my body feels so weak now
and my words, they are so slurred

what did i do to deserve
this everlasting pain
this itch inside my broken soul
its driving me insane

the path holds no resistance
against my pleading breath
instead new turns and rocky twists
procrastinate my death

i wish time would move faster
so i could soon be free
but time it feels so slow now
as if fate was mocking me

my cries hang in the murky air
and stain my trembling lips
my heart is being broken i can
almost feel it rip

so please god, press
fast forward
as you watch me inching near
my footsteps getting lighter
my mind, is free of fear

i close my tired eyes now
as i walk through heaven's gates that crooked road was full of strife
yet it lead to my sweet fate.