Now its in the past

The best day in the world came
and i never knew it would
you told me that you liked me too
right there where i stood.

i have liked you all this time
never did i think
that everything could change so fast
right before I blinked.

you used to say you loved me
we talked on the phone for hours
then u said goodbye because your friend told you to
like he had all the power.

I cried for a long time
maybe an hour or two
but you never really cared
how could i have ever cared for you?

it ended so fast
it really broke my heart
but never did i realize
you liked her since the start.

thats the thing that gets to me
thats what hurt the most
i cried and cried and cried
my life has come so close.

reaching for the blade
my heart beating so fast
thinking of how wrong this is
my life surely wont last.

i cut deep inside the skin
this pain i cannot bare
this was all because of you
my life ends into thin the air.

all i wanted was you
was that too much to ask?
it doesn't matter now
because now everything's in the past.