Secret love

Everyday i feel so mad.
Always sad, never glad.
Because when i look at you i feel
like a fool.
All these emotions deep inside
i can not hide.
But I'm to scared to show
these emotions,for you
may react the wrong way.
I stare at you,my eyes don't
move.But my heart beats
faster every second.
Why cant theses butterfly's
go away?
It hurts so much to watch
something that may not have
a happy ending........
But i wont give!