Why can i not love you

Before i go to sleep
i wanto imagine your face
i wanto imagine are moments
when you held me in your embrace

yet its so hard to do
when i have not seen you in so long
i would do anything to be with you
to me not having love is so wrong

i can not picture are kisses
or the moments of lust
i can barely remember how you look . however hard i must

this is just a short when that i sketched down before going to sleep it came from nowhere just a few thoughts i suppose xxx emma