I'm such an idiot

Inspired by hate,
broke down by love,
hurt over trust
from being with you

Even a total idiot Could have told me
i didn\'t need you
but yet i decided to fallow you lies
now look where its put me its you i despise

I hated the way you barged in my life
you whispered your sweet lies in my ear
and told me i was the one
and stupidly i believed you

your selfish yet i love you
your sweet but i hate you
I'm hurt and can't trust you
i want to be with you but i don't

all these emotions running inside me
all these lies that i believed
lead me to hate and disgust
now all i have to say is F**k ME

i don\'t blame you i blame myself
i lead myself into your arms
now I\'m trying to find away out
how could i have been such an idiot?