Agony of a Lie

What I've feared has come to pass
As I hoped it never would
I've proved it to myself at last
And whatever reason, isn't understood

Lied to as I always wondered
Hurt as I always dreaded
And with this pain buried within
I can't stay level headed

Is the truth so hard to give?
Am I worth so little?
This ache lodged so deep within
And my heart feels brittle

Is there any caring
Or is it all a joke
She I love with all my heart
My hopes gone up in smoke

Please take pity dear one
Please ease my aching heart
Or put me in a coffin
And with life I'll part

Is talking oh so hard to do
Is time with me so bad?
You killed all I ever was tonight
Took all I ever had