Lip Gloss On My Cigarette

Lip gloss on my cigarette.
Thats the only way i found to deal yet.
You've been gone.
For Way too damn long.
I'd give anything to see you.
I'd give anything to touch you.
Now i sit here thinking about this sad song.
Not having a single clue.
Of what to think or what to do.
I'm in frozen silence.
The thoughts of you gone; has left me this way ever since.
It's been too long that I've felt something this real.
But this pain is something i cannot heal.
I wanna feel your kiss.
&& the lack of your innocence.
Yeah, my ignorance is bliss.
I keep falling even harder.
& i don't want to let this get any farther.
How long till this goes away?
My blue sky is turning Grey.
i wished that you would just get out of my way.
All you do is turn your back.
For me, it's like I'm under attack.
i know I've made the scene so gory.
It's something like a never ending story.