Unwanted Lust

Lusting For death
Angst and depression
A part of me thrives
On Fiery aggression

Longing for blood shed
Longing for tears
My empathy's gone
I feel no guilt , nor fear

Allied with the devil?
Hah, I think not
But Somethings taken over me
And made my heart slowly rot

Abused And insane
Ill orgasm over their cries
I long for a victim
That will never die

I long to torture
And i long to hate
I don't know whats doing it
Maybe its fate

But I'm turning cold
Like an icy stone
I dont care for people
I want to be alone

I'll Hold down my anger
And Ill try to restrain
But I don't know if i can take it
Such unbearable pain

Pain to kill
Lust over death
To grab onto my victim
And laugh at their last breath