I Was Born To Try Not To Die

I was born to try
Not to die
It\'s the little things
Thst make me cry
And the big things
Well they just pass on by

I\'m a prisoner not allowed to come out and play
Lfe is funny that way
The ups and downs
Should I go or stay?
Blade against my wirst
I feel empty in every way

I guess I should just go
Constantly feeling so damn low
What holds me here?
The one I love doesn\'t even know
I\'m schizophrenic
I wouldn\'t say it if it wasn\'t so

Do you judge me now?
I\'m still all I used to be

�© Copyright Sharon Ardern 2006