Missing you

I pick up the phone
and dial the numbers i have burned into my mind
i try to say something
but then my thoughts, i can't find

you have no idea
what pain you've cause me
since you've left
the light i can rarely see

it may not seem this way
but i truly do miss you
i miss everything
all the things you do

but i realize that you
are no longer you
you have become something so far
from what you really are

I'm still in love with you
but not the real you
the one who was my first sweet kiss
the one that i truly miss