Breaking Your Heart

Look at the way
You look at me
It's like I'm the only
One that you see
My life is stressful
It's out of control
You calmed me down
When you touched my soul
You walked right in
When everyone was walking out
You hold me tightly
When I am in doubt
You honestly love me
And I am falling for you
That's why this goodbye
Is long overdue
I see in your eyes
You are the one for me
That's why I'm praying
You will agree
That I'm breaking your heart
Because I'm never there
My life is keeping me from you
And that is just not fair
I wake up and I fall asleep
With you on my mind
None of those are good for me
Especially both combined
You plan your days around me
And I barely have time when you call
You make me feel like you know me best
But really, you don't know me at all
You lay awake yearning for me
But you tell me you understand
I know you die each time I go
I can feel it in the touch of your hand
Your patience is slowly dying
And my time continues to shrink
You tell me you will wait for me
But I know what you really think
I don't blame you for how you feel
You deserve someone better than me
This tears that I am crying now
Is my heart's way of letting you see
That telling you this is hard
Harder than you can imagine
Leaving you right now
Is like saying I don't want to be in Heaven
I know you hope we can fix this
I know, because I want to, too
You think I've wasted your time with lies
Boy, if you only knew
I cry every single night
Because I am lying alone
Every day I feel lost
Because for so long I've called you home
We both know we can't do this
Even though without you I can't make a new start
But we have to say goodbye now
Because I know I am breaking your heart