Hurting

The words you said were hurtful I should have just walked away, but I needed to hear you say it that you wanted things this way
I wanted to just hit you and scream into your face, my tears took hold of me, while your love was quickly erased
I looked at you and asked you why did you do this to me? You told me it was because we could never be
I told you we have three kids, eight years of being together, you told me it was only a matter of time cause we could never be forever
Right then and there I stood my heart broke into two, thinking of all the sh*t your sorry a** put me through
Doesn't it mean anything that I stayed at home every night, when you were feeling down I made you feel alright
What about when I had the kids they all were premature, I stayed in the hospital with them until god made them cure
Or when you cheated on me while I was pregnant with your son, I took you back regardless that you were with another one
Or what about when you got in trouble and you were put into jail? we weren't even together but I was the one who put up your bail
I can't believe the things i put up with just being with you, and now you say that doesn't matter well you know what f**k you!
Let another girl go through what I went through all these years, see how long it takes you to run back to here
No other girl will put up with all I put up with you, and when the b*!ch leaves you you'll see my love was true
Ain't no other woman ever going to love you the way I do, and when you find that out you'll feel like such a fool
So when I was finished with you, you put your head down but didn't even cry, it was then that I realized that this was actually goodbye.

Me and my ex just broke up 3 weeks ago, this is the last conversation we had, I went through alot more but just wanted to put in the main things. Please comment on this poem and let me know what you think? Good or bad comments are fine, I just want honesty for once.