Does it really matter

Does it really matter
How much I hate life so
Does it really matter
How much I hate you so

What is the difference
You are all I am
You are all I have
You are all I can be

When you told me you loved me
I believed you
But I cant stay with you
Coz youre an abusive ass-hole

So let me leave
For a place that loves me back
And dont you feel regret
Coz thats something that you will forever lack