Saddness

I hear things
But could not understand
I see things
But fail to grasp
I touch things
But just feeling numb
I don't get it
As what's gone wrong with me
What have I become
Just like a living ,walking corpse

My head that is heaving with a burden
Which I can't find
Just like a thick armored shell
Which won't allow the arrows of
Senses ,feelings, thoughts to penetrate
Yet there is a storm of feelings roaring inside

Have I gone through a fairy world
Or a sweet midnight dream
That I don't know
But this I dare say
I never want to leave this
Wonderful world or dream
Feels too good to be true
Because it's the heaven that I much yearned
The place which keeps me at peace
Where I get your love ,caring and your sweet sighs
Which I feel being miles and miles apart for awhile

Oh! My dear, my love, my sweet heart, my soul mate ever
Tell me not you don't love me
Tell me not you don't want me
Tell me not you care me less
Yet my love I'm being confused
Let not the thorns take over my burning heart
Which is begging for your love to water to cool down
Your true faith to shade
Yet all I say whatever that happens at the end I love you
I have my faith on you as on mine
I never leave you even in the darkest hour that comes
May you be my love, my bride on the happy day to come