Suicide

Day and night I fight I fight with all my might but this is no battle between muscle or skill this is my battle against memories that kill no matter what you say they will never go away every time I think of them they destroy me a little bit more and I cannot just shut the door they're just a sore in my head now I can't go to bed thoughts fill my mind my head spins and twists can't think
Straight
Sweaty
Hateful
Angry
Sad
Going crazy
Muscles tense
Razor blade
Wanna kill
Wanna die
Blood spills
Getting dizzy
Losing sight
Feel so cold
Feel so lonely
Will I go to a better place?
Too late to think now
Everythings black
Everythings numb
Everythings gone...