Bedtime Suicide

I dont want to live my life the way you want me to.
The times we\'re not together,
are the times I\'ve flew.
I flew above everyone else and it felt like i mattered.
But now that you\'re back all of that is shattered.
You know i dont believe you when you say you care.
So why do you even bother to notice that I\'m there.
You\'re always puttin me down.
Guess you dont want me round.
So I stole these pills and took \'em.
I did it when you wasn\'t lookin
As i lay on my bed,
I think of all the nasty things you said.
And as I slowly die,
It won\'t be long till you find out
I\'ve commited bedtime suicide