BROKEN

I feel broken. I feel lost. I feel like no one loves me. I feel like no one cares. I want to hurt my self, but I cant. I want to cry but I don't know why. There is a hole in my heart, but I don't know what goes there.

I don't know whats missing. I want my friend back. I'm stupid and I hate myself. I feel like I've been pushed around my whole like, but I know I haven't. I feel like I'm on the edge of breaking down, with none here to save me.

You don't know what its like. You don't know how it feels, so don't get mad at me when I tell you i hurt myself. Don't hate me. It will make it worse. my best friend is dieing. What did he do to deserve this. I know know who I am. I don't know what I wand.

God is the only one who can save me. I know its true. So God please help me. Help me soon.