Friends need to know everything !

My friends don't know , what its like to be alone
i just want someone there , who will love me and show me that they care
time builds up to waste, i wonder if ill always be stuck in this place
no one to love or touch, sometimes i just wish i even had a little crush
it feels like theres no one there, to come with me to have something to share
minutes turn into hours hours into days
i sit myself down with that stupid frown
trying to understand why i cant go and play in the sand,
with that special someone thats suppose to be just oh so much fun
days turn into months months into years
soon enough i have a thousand pools of tears
but the pools and tears are build up inside, where i whip and hide
no emotions are shown nothing is grown
feel so empty inside, do i just sit and sigh
or do i get up once again, and be rejoined with all my friends
shall i start to live and just give
give my life all i got and just give it my best shot?
i say why not if i have nothing to lose, all i got is all of use !!