Could you handle it?

Im aching
because
i dont think you can take
i dont think you can handle
all i have to say
all i should tell you
would you walk away?
would you know all the right things to say?
I feel like
MAYBE
you wouldnt want to know
it seems like
everyone left me
when i needed them the most
Have you ever felt
utterly
helpless?
Jaded?
Used?
Have you ever felt betrayed?
Im aching
because
i dont know how to feel
after all this time
ive had to think
i realize
that no one is
who i thought they were
and you could just be one of those people
who are just out to hurt me