The note

Let me start by explaining...i went through a really hard time not to long ago and i got really depressed and this poem is about that. the girl in the poem is in love with this really great guy but her home life isnt so great. she tries to hold on because she loves this guy so much but it gets to the point where she cant anymore. neil was there for me and he loved me and when i saw how worried he was about me i knew that i could never do that to him. I LOVE YOU BABY

THE NOTE

another dirty name
with a slap on the face
she holds the endless blame
no time to waste

a kick to the stomach
a fist it her eye
cuts on her arms
the bruises she con not hide

her dreams gone
her past a lie
her thoughts inside
she can not deny

the blade going deeper
the blood dripping down
her tears fall
without a sound

she paints on her smile
another fake day
her pain cutting deeper
shes slipping away

out of places
to run and hide
letting it out
all shes kept inside

another fight
another slammed door
another cut
pain on the floor

not again
her strength is almost gone
she sees her prince
but she cant hold on

one more little scratch
to remember it by
her past there
the scares multiply

he takes her in his arms
and says the words \"i love you
i dont know what your going through
but im here with you\"

another nasty name
a bruise on her face
pain reviled
her life a waste

\"im sorry baby
i really tried
i couldnt do it
so im saying goodbye

i didnt want to leave you
baby please dont cry
there was nothing you could do
it was time

you were always there for me
pushing me on
holding me close
keeping me strong

im sorry to do this
i know we had plans
a little family
a house in japan

dont forget me
and the times we had
i cant be with you right now
but dont be sad

you showed me true love
and im sorry to go
ill miss the good times
like when we made angels in the snow

im almost gone
its time for me to go
i love you baby
body heart and soul\"

another fight
another slammed door
the final cut
her note on the floor