My back to the wall

Everything is gone
fading faster as i fall
another static rerun
my back to the wall

My heart at its worst
preparing for the pain
hating our memories
loving him the same

Just waiting for the ringing
to run down the hall
an endless aching
my back to the wall

Alarm is sounding
no place to hide
my heart inside
open wide

Seeing her with him
pretty as a doll
heart getting blacker
my back to the wall

The first kiss
under that tree
no one watching
he said he loved me

The sting of the razor
bloody as it falls
out of options
my back to the wall

Looking at the pictures
the days i hate
tears fall
deadly fate

Looking up
the buliding so tall
climbing the stairs
my back to the wall