Messed up Friends

Sometimes I feel so alone
like times when i call my "friends"
And no one picks up the phone
One does way to much coke
And doesn't care about anyone but herself
Another just moved away
He just up and left like that
Another is always mad and complaining about something
And just doesn't give a crap
Then there's the ones who are simply so gone that there's just no use
I dint know where i fit in this mess
With the coke head, alcoholics or depressed
Everything fell apart
When half the crew left
Everything just got so screwed up
And I don't know what to do
But i can't take this bullshit much longer
From any of you