If Only...

If only you were here, If only you didn't die
If only you you didn't give up. that very single night.
If only you didn't close your beautiful eyes.
If only you you didn't give us such a surpirse.
If only i could be with you. right now
If only god could see me morn.
If only you were here still in my arms held tightly.
If only i didbn't let go that night you left me.
If only i showed you more love.
Maybe you wouldn't of gone.
If only i got my questions awesomed that night.
Maybe i wouldn't have to keep asking every other night.