Him

From the beginning we both felt it.

The connection that we never knew existed till we met.

Its the connection that stopped you from saying what you really wanted to say...

You lead me on for so long.

Now, I can never trust again.

For my broken heart won\\\'t heal after the pain you caused.

Why lead me on?

Was it the challenge that kept you there?

Was it because you had other intentions?

You knew how I felt about you, and yet you still lead me on.

You want to change yet I see nothing.

I still see a boy who says he\\\'s changed into the man.

The hole you made will never heal for the pain is still alive.

Hoping for a change to make things better.

Hope is just a word. Its a reality check for some, but its life for me.

Always hoping for something good to happen to me.

You were it, but now I see, I was not mean to be happy.

**** Something I just wrote off the top of my head. Any comments would be appreciated since He left me with no hope of anything good happening to me.****

Thanks for reading!