A truth in dishonesty

by kien   Nov 2, 2006


A dishonesty we both are tolerating
Is what this friendship seems
That is why it was never convincing
That we include each other on our dreams

I knew it have always been absurd
Those promises you gave to me
I should have been extra wary and cold
And should have been distrustful to see

Coagulated thoughts of this matter
Disturbed both of us for days
And I should have always tried not to utter
Important words that I kept in delays

I knew this dayâ??s gonna come
But oppositely, I knew I wouldnâ??t feel sorry
I should have been obedient to every psalm
And should have never felt this hurtfully

I should not have learned to admit
That I merit you and that I care
I could have prevented myself to commit
A mistake of proving to myself, friendship isnâ??t fair

We should have never tried
I should have never broke a leg
I could have never cried
And could have never learned to beg

Thereâ??s no better way to do this goodbye
But by farewell words of good assessment
Whereâ??s the good in goodbye? In sigh?
So Iâ??m telling you, to get hurt is what I never meant

Iâ??ve been a real friend all this time
And I was prejudiced being one
I was dedicated to this friendship of mine
And knew I lost yours just after it was gone

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