I love you-I hate

Come down,
Please calm my fear.
I hate you now.
I promise, you'll be safe here.

I wish I didn't want you,
I wish I never knew.
I wake up running,
Just to get to you.

You have let me down,
But it's all okay..
Because i swear i won't stop crying,
Until i find you one day.

I need you more,
Then i ever needed your pain.
We've painted our walls,
The colour of distain.

I let you walk away,
Threw a thousand dead roses on your grave.
You were dead to me..
Now, it's only you're touch i crave.

Please come back and love me,
I'm laying lonely on the floor.
God i hate you, I love you so,
Don't want to anymore.