What am I to do ?

I'm an adult.
You don't treat me like one.
I won't act like one.
Take everything away from me.
Won't solve the problem....
but increase my anger.

I still have my respect.
I still love both of you.
I still hate both of you.
Nothing will solve this.
Nothing that anyone agrees with....

I know of a solution.
My existence is not needed.
My death would be a great one.
Hopefully, many would miss me,
but in this state of mind, I don't care.....

You say learn from my mistakes....
You shelter me so much that,
I'm not learning anything for my future.....

Why live here if I can't even live life?

****Hopefully, this has some sense to it. I wrote it b/c I recently had a fight with my rents which have left me to a very depressed state of mind. Comments are appreciated****