Why

I know I have written this
Many times before
But I do not know why
That it is you I adore

You make me laugh and smile
When I feel like I want to die
Yet you're not the person I told
That I've liked him for a long time

Explain this to me
Because I am very confused
Do I still like him
Or have I fallen for you?

This isn't suppose to happen
This can't be true
I simply cannot fall for you
For I wouldn't know what to do

It seems like my love life
Is spinning out of control
I'm scared because I don't know
What the next day will hold

I guess it is kind of obvious
That there is definitely something here
No one can deny it
This is an emotion I cannot fear

So maybe I'll just deal with it
Head on, no turning back
Because maybe we can turn this into something real
A true love both you and I shall feel