Bad luck

Im always trying to run
from the things i dont wish to handle,
when i try to do something, with all my heart,
to others i cant hold a candle,

i cant stand it when im wrong,
but i always tend to be,
i try again and again to be strong,
but i crumble from beneath.

when will i win?
when will the good luck finally begin?

somehow i know it wont,
because the bad already
settled itself in.