Thoughts in my head

As I sit here thinking theres just no words to explain
the empty feeling within me and the feeling of my pain

I sometimes think I'm getting over you I sometimes feel I can do without
then I remember how you said you loved me and nothing could change what you felt

I erupt into tears the thoughts turn into fears

I try to let go of how I feel
I try to accept the fact that this is real

I keep on thinking whats keeping you away do you still love me why didn't you stay

The thoughts that run inside my head the fights and arguments and everything we said

The way you held me the talks we had leaves this heart of mine alone and sad

So many thoughts so many mixed emotions
it reminds me of the currents in the oceans

One minute im sad the next im okay the feelings change with each passing day