Looking Back

This all seems so strange.
How did you manage to get his all arranged.
Just as i was feeling so down,
you came and picked me up off the ground.
You think it could all go back to being the same.
But i think you will drive my heart insane!
Thing\'s don\'t seem as "cool".
but that just may be my discomfiture.
When you dropped me that didn't upset me.
Because little did you know, i have other things effecting me.
Although i felt like i was doing a [mean] fixation.
You topped it and went way out of line.
That's when i made some pretty mean comments,
like [jerk], [dike], and went to higher limits.
But now, as i look upon my own actions.
I realized i made a lot of proclamations.
Not only did i wish you were sometimes different,
because now many things make me so rather blue...

.:..paige maureen..;.

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