Drowsy

As things go down my throat,
you're the only one i can seem to blame;
telling myself that you made me like this.
Even as it is, it is me playing this what you call, game.

Although, i know these are my own actions.
It is easier to believe all of this is one big dream.
Making me feel even more pathetic,
These kinds of things become a daily routine.

Once more and more things roll through my head.
I began plotting my next move every second.
Sometimes i feel close to what i would like to call "home,"
But never near enough and it is always you that i want to blame.

I wish that I wasn't this pathetic and so over you.
But it's clearly not as easy for me as it is you.
I want you to regret everything you did,
Maybe, making you feel as i do everyday.

These thoughts never leave me, no matter where i go or what i do.
You are always on my mind, pestering me to cry more and more over you.

.:..paige maureen..:.

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