Rekindled Lov3

I'm numb to understand how I'm feeling
It hurts to think there will never be a cure
A cure for my brokenheart
I need healing
My heart needs to beat once again,
For you are to come home and find my love is lost & feelings from entering my heart is guarded
I want to be happy but my heart needs some healing
You ask me if I miss you and my mind get's confused
Not knowing what to respond to you fearing to tell you the truth,
from the thought that I might lose you
Lose you because you wouldn't understand,
not knowing how I feel and what I've been through
Your uncaring actions have brought me to think twice
I need you to show me you want me as your wife
I wonder to myself if you were here in front of me,
would I still feel the same or would the feelings I once felt
come back to me
I need to feel your warmth & love
I need to know you are here again and it's not a dream but a beginning of a new happiness