A Mere Failure

Am I not good enough
Through your 'gleaming eyes'?
Or am I one
You truly despise?

After all my good
You see the bad,
Of what I've done
And what I've had.

I give my best
To everyone here,
I thought I would
Have made myself clear.

All those times
I stuck by you all,
Now you leave me,
You just let me fall.

I give everything I have
Just to better others,
Not even a little back
After I asked your brothers.

They were disappointed
To see what you became,
And now I live on
My world of fame.

I am an outcast
Who has been used,
But not only that
I was also abused.

Just let me be
For you've hurt me enough,
I will fight on though
And I will stay tough.